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Since I starting writing my notes in January, I have found that the simple words of "today I am ... " have brought me a sense of community within myself and with others. I no longer feel as if I am the only one walking on the path of life ...
I have been dreaming and scheming for the past few months on a major project in my business and yesterday clarity popped up and announced ... "OK here you go ... sign right here" ... oh my gosh, my mind starting drifting ALL over the place! A million scenerios, what-ifs, how-can-I, and what-was-I-thinking caused me to literally feel as if I has shorted out a circuit in my head ... now what ...
I woke up to this word in my journal ... drifting ... I was not amused. I wanted the word clarity, action, decision, choose .... ANYTHING BESIDES DRIFTING! How rude and unknown and just plain wrong ... and so ... I drifted ... reluctantly.
Drifting to me meant lack of direction, aimless, foolish, wandering, and SO not productive! My morning began to teach me the underbelly of "drifting" to be the blessing of seeing and hearing and listening.
When my friend Catherine walked into the studio and announced "coffee time" ... I was grateful! So we talked for about an hour and her insights allowed my intuition to drift upwards to my brain ... thankfully "intuition and brain" had a decent conversation versus a brain-panic-attack of "decide now!". Ah, yes, the reaching out to others thing ... community, support, hmmm ... okay I am listening.
And, the morning progressed with friends sending me notes, emails, personal conversations, and messages of gratitude, possibilites, and options ... but the most amazing piece is that no one knew I was drifting ... the connection of community of the heart spoke so much louder to each of them ... all they said was "I was just thinking of you ... what's up?" Ah, yes, the seeing and hearing of how many truly care for me and the life path I have chosen today.
So today I am drifting ... in the joy of friendship and community ... in the excitement of expansion ... in the knowing I am walking the path with grace and honor and with an AMAZING community of sisterhood.
Allow yourself to drift and see what awaits you. Life has a way of showing the truth when we stop pushing, pulling, and stomping our feet ...
The Truth that You are Loved, Cared for, and Held in the Hands of Spirit. The Truth that You are Heard, Understood, and Cherished by your Community.
Today I am drifting in love, abundance, clarity, friendships, family, faith, and life. Namaste!
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